I am very happy to have heard Beth Lily speak about how her
projects have developed over time, and how it’s a trail and error process. I
think it is true that it can take years to get results, and to figure out why
you want or need to do something. I didn’t
think that I needed to express some of the things that haunt me on a daily
basis, but I am learning that sometimes it’s necessary. This past week, I
watched probably 10 minutes of news, and went to sleep to a terrifying dream
Wednesday night. This was a new one of many similar recurring nightmares I have
been experiencing since I was 10. I don’t know why these dreams are recurring
other than it being in my subconscious. This particular dream was different
than most of my usual ones. It involved witnessing and being a hostage to a
terror attack, trying to contact my family without any luck, and being alone
trying to defend myself with weapons I didn’t remember how to load. I knew
these events weren’t real, but in my deep sleep every scenario was a tense
visual reality.
This has me searching for a way to visually cast these
scenarios out of my conscious to hopefully end these nightmares. I have been
looking into surreal photography, and have found a few artists who styles have
peaked my interest. Terra Kate is the one I have been drawn to the most out of
all the ones I have found online. I can actually relate more to the depicted
realities in her images, than I would have if I saw them a year ago based on my
experiences. I am interested in the
dream like state, and how I could possible represent my trails into something surreal.
Online I found an
article about dream interpretation and it stated that there are 4 categories of
dreams: Precognitive, Warning, Factual, and Inspirational. I think this
approach will help me find a way to understand which categories my dreams fall
into, and how to visually represent their abstract qualities visually.
Sounds great! I am thinking about how to visually represent the abstract feeling through realistic photographs these days... abstract things a little difficult to deal with... I feel lost!!
ReplyDeleteYes. This dream project may be spot on for you to begin with. Go bold.
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